October 24, 2006.
> 10:21 PM.
I HATE MONDAYSis today monday?i thought today was gna be better because it's a holiday and all. but it turned out totally wrong wrong wrong. theres just this whole lack of communication thing - not that i want to make things better by talking more anyway. you won't get it, you complain about my behaviour and attitude, yet unknowningly you do the same. Don't you get it?
basically, my results are shit. Parents are the norm, acadamic based. Mom gets pissed, slams doors, throws stuff. I lock myself in the room (might as well do smth productive so i pack my room OMG OMG OMG I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF. however i wasted the ENTIRE day away just packing.) dad comes home from (I DONT KNOW WHERE) and hes happy. so im happy. then guess what!? mom pisses him off so now theyre not even talking and dads pissed at me too. like WTF
i feel unloved.sometimes i dont want three lifes. its hard to handle.



i am so bloody emo. you think i want it?i await thursday with roxy. and next tues when i can just getaway and at least know i can enjoy myself elsewhere.
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